This may be quite a bit different from most other articles on racism. I have found a solution, but it will cost you everything and take the rest of your life—-but the rewards are unimaginable.
The abundant life Jesus offers you is a journey of faith. It won't happen by accident. Daily surrender is required, but it's not about letting go and letting God. It's about running to Jesus, holding on to him, and saying "Yes" to what he asks you to do. It's admitting that you can't do it without him — that you need the Holy Spirit to empower you.