When I Didn't Listen

I remember that moment very clearly - the moment I felt in my gut that something I was about to do wasn’t right for me. It involved a poetry writing group, something I was very excited about. I didn’t feel right about it, but I told myself I was imagining things.

To this day, I wish I had listened. After I joined that group eight years ago, my life started to fall apart. There were other things that contributed to this difficult time in my life, but I would love to know what it would have been like if I had listened to that still small voice.

Bear in mind that sometimes I still have a hard time making decisions. I have to remind myself that “God is not the author of confusion, but of peace” - I Corinthians 14:33. (KJV). This verse is referring to the importance of honoring God by keeping a sense of order in the church. It has helped me though, to also know that the confusion I sometimes feel about doing things right does not come from God. He is ready and willing to be here for me and to guide my steps.

I am also thankful that even though I messed up and made that wrong decision, God continues to be faithful to me. As I do my best to stay close to him, I can remember what happened when I made the wrong decision. I can also remember that God is patient and loving, and will always lead me in his way, if I will only listen.

Dear Father, thank you that you intervene in lives and guide in the right way, even out of the bad decisions we make. Help us to stay close to you and listen when you speak. In Jesus’ name, amen.

Consider This: How can you make sure you make godly decisions today?

Additional Resource: "For much of my life, I have had this propensity to want to be in control. It’s easier this way - at least that’s what I like to tell myself. It’s just plain scary letting someone else drive my car, even if it is the God of the Universe."
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